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So apparently people have looked at me.
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No, that's not an innuendo. Stop thinking dirty.
Checked the statistics on my long-dormant DA account, and find that I have hundreds of pageviews. Like- wow. I don't even know how I got so many pageviews.
Ah, well.
So, it's a new year- 2016.
Howdy ya'll.
Lost a few friends, made a couple, just the usual, I suppose.
Still depressed. Been depressed for years, you know. Did you know that there's a mental disorder called Major Depressive Disorder? Just shows that I've been clinically diagnosed with it. Also with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. So, I'm sad, I'm unconsciously sad, I get anxious really easy, and I don't like being around large crowds.
No real face-to-face friends. Oh, people like me and I like them, but it's hard to carry on a conversation with anyone. No one cares about electromagnetic drives or how difficult it'd be for a space elevator to be used for constant atmospheric entry/exit. Everyone just wants to talk about homework or sports or that omigosh super yummy but slightly not yummy hamburger that so-and-so made on their first day at the local burger joint. >le sigh<
In a spot of trouble with grades. As in, everything is good except for Spanish, because the guy who was supposed to teach Spanish III this year got kicked down to teaching Spanish I & II, because we don't have anyone teaching those classes anymore- the guy from last year quit. Stuck with Rosetta Stone- that doesn't work very well- and an online course without a teacher, and I'm already about as motivated as a pile of dung. These things do not mix well- and so I'm permanently on the failure list because I can't get myself to focus on it. Bleh.
But in better news, I scored a 29 on my ACT! Damn. The ACT has a score range of 1-36, with 1 being the lowest, 36 being the highest. 30+ are people who go to them big fancy schools- prodigies or really motivated smart peoples. 20 is the average- half the populace scores underneath 20, and half the populace scores above 20. So all in all, a 29 is not bad. Especially because both my brothers made a 23 and a 26. I made a 29 without giving a sh*t.
Anyhow
Just figured I shoulda put SOMETHING here, you know?
And who knows, maybe I'll complain about things here, get it all out. Might even help me feel a bit better.
Thanks for reading, if you did. Toodles~
Checked the statistics on my long-dormant DA account, and find that I have hundreds of pageviews. Like- wow. I don't even know how I got so many pageviews.
Ah, well.
So, it's a new year- 2016.
Howdy ya'll.
Lost a few friends, made a couple, just the usual, I suppose.
Still depressed. Been depressed for years, you know. Did you know that there's a mental disorder called Major Depressive Disorder? Just shows that I've been clinically diagnosed with it. Also with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. So, I'm sad, I'm unconsciously sad, I get anxious really easy, and I don't like being around large crowds.
No real face-to-face friends. Oh, people like me and I like them, but it's hard to carry on a conversation with anyone. No one cares about electromagnetic drives or how difficult it'd be for a space elevator to be used for constant atmospheric entry/exit. Everyone just wants to talk about homework or sports or that omigosh super yummy but slightly not yummy hamburger that so-and-so made on their first day at the local burger joint. >le sigh<
In a spot of trouble with grades. As in, everything is good except for Spanish, because the guy who was supposed to teach Spanish III this year got kicked down to teaching Spanish I & II, because we don't have anyone teaching those classes anymore- the guy from last year quit. Stuck with Rosetta Stone- that doesn't work very well- and an online course without a teacher, and I'm already about as motivated as a pile of dung. These things do not mix well- and so I'm permanently on the failure list because I can't get myself to focus on it. Bleh.
But in better news, I scored a 29 on my ACT! Damn. The ACT has a score range of 1-36, with 1 being the lowest, 36 being the highest. 30+ are people who go to them big fancy schools- prodigies or really motivated smart peoples. 20 is the average- half the populace scores underneath 20, and half the populace scores above 20. So all in all, a 29 is not bad. Especially because both my brothers made a 23 and a 26. I made a 29 without giving a sh*t.
Anyhow
Just figured I shoulda put SOMETHING here, you know?
And who knows, maybe I'll complain about things here, get it all out. Might even help me feel a bit better.
Thanks for reading, if you did. Toodles~
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